Trust No One

This always happen in our daily life. No matter inside a family instituition, office, or school. Person that you trusted the most with your own soul suddenly turn back and backstab you. Hard to imagine right? This happened to me always. People talk nicely in front of you, but at the other end, he or she bitch about your bad stuff, Chinese saying: "TWO HEADS SNAKE" But some of them are a good actor and actress and they potray themselves in a very good way and you can't even make a clue out of it! Another thing, before they start to tackle you, try to tackle it back before its too late! You have your own judgement. Liked what Bryan and one of my closest classmate told me last semester, Ken told me also it's TRUE. The ONLY person which you can trust is YOURSELF! and definitely 100% correct. P/s: YOUR BEST FRIEND IS ALWAYS YOUR BEST ENEMY! (that's what my teacher told me when she thought us in school)

Alex, one of my net friend that I never meet before and he stays in Penang called me up just now. Normally we talk for more then one hour. He is really a nice person and call up just to chit chat about the problems he face or good stuff that he want to share with me. Today, he told me he was sad about one thing that I really can't believe with my own ears. At first, he asked me whther I believe in God and spirit stuff. I told him Yes I do but not enthusiatic in it. He told me he went to have Tarot cards reading twice recently. Things turn out the same. At first he doesn't believe on it until the second time. The card stated that there's "thing" always beside him. The thing is his ex-bf that passed away half year ago but the thing before he went for the tarot card reading, he already felt something always beside him. This normally shown on movie, especially those romance story. If not mistaken the movie is Ghost and also the ficiton book that I just bought yesterday in MPH - P.S. I LOVE YOU, but of cause the story is not about spirit, it's about notes that a guy wrote and left to his gf to discover life and keep on moving even though he is not by her side. The sad part is that the medium suggested to him that he should get rid of the spirit away. But, Alex can't accept it and keep on saying it's a very cruel and everyday he suffer and think of his ex thus couldn't forget about their love. Then the only advice that I told him, he should always be strong no matter what's going to happen next. His ex keep on staying beside him because he don't really let go off Alex whatever he is doing. In addition, maybe he want Alex to get moving on with his life and find a better person to take good care of him in the future. Who knows? I really do wish Alex can always find his way and make up his decision. Then, for his ex, I hope he rest in peace and always bless on Alex. When I heard this, I also felt very sad and pity on it. I did saw his ex's picture before that Alex send it to me. He is really a young guy who died so earlier. P/s: Don't worry Alex's ex, I will always try to give my ears to Alex whenever he needs it. He did told me he is afraid and sick of sharing stories among his friends there and the only he trusted is me, whereby he prefer to speak to stranger that he always trusted. *smiles*

First day of INTERNSHIP

Venue: 20th Century Fox (M) Sdn Bhd
Time: 9am - 6pm (5 working days)
Attire: Smart & Casual REQUIRED (THANK GOD!!!! No need to wear working attire)
Staff: 10 people included ME!!!!

The first person I got to know is Mei, she's my employer who brief me before I started working. But today, get to know another collugue, Fern ( I guess she's account dept) introduced to me some of the collugue but surprising some of them came in late into the office so I just got to know an empty room by it's name. The office based in Malaysia is not as BIG as you THINK! So basically they are doing promotions liked setting up contest, giving out previews etc.

Before telling you good stuff, the first day I sat down on the table and Alicia (who is also my co-supervisor on the field) gave me some work to do. Browsing every single magazines in Malaysia and try to find any ads related to the movie shown by 20th Century Fox or Warner Bros. Then newspapers to clip into the dailies file. This job is still fine for me on the first day. Then, did some typing stuff. Anyway, I did saw new posters like Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street (Johnny rock with his FAMOUS SCISSORS again!!!!) , 27 Dresses (nicest poster and creative, try to see the DESIGN!!!!), Jumper (long time didn't see Hayden), Horton Hears A Who (a cute show), The Happening (another movie directed M. Night Shyamalan), this is what I saw today. First day of working they gave me 2 single passes to watch any 20th Century Fox or Warner Bros movie. Then again, 2 FREE movie premiers for the THE GAME PLAN at Pavilion next Monday (07/01/08) at 9pm. Lastly, Mei gave me a black Alien Vs Predator 2's (AVP 2) t-shirt.

THE GAME PLAN Premier Invitation &

The Single Passes, AVP 2 T-shirt

A New Chapter

I didn't update my blog for the past few days because I was away with my relatives and my cousin Eddie for holidays in KL. I'd been staying with them. Things that we did are shopping and eating. I'd know I would gain some weight during the stay with them. Mostly having a very nice and full meals (3 meals). Normally I don't eat alot because I will feel uncomfortable, due to my uncle who always asks us to eat, so I don't have the chance to escape it. Places that we'd been is Pavillion and Sg Wang Plaza (near the hotel), One U Shopping Centre, Mid Valley Megamall, The Gardens and Bangsar Village (nothing much HERE!!!!). During the shopping, I need to budget so I bought one scarf that cost me 1/2 price of it BUT the t-shirt printed Mr Grumpy on it just less 10% cause I'm the member of it! Then in Sg Wang, I bought alot and I didn't know that I bought 2 grey colour t-shirt until I unpacked it today. Besides that, I did bought one pair of white shoes a.k.a those Tai-Ci people wore on their feet and cost RM30. (I saw few people wearing it).

It's time to said GOODBYE to 2007 and let's us WELCOME 2008, the year of lucky "8" in Cantonese means "FATT" (more lucky) or English is "FUCK" and "FART". *Laugh* During the New Year eve, I just stayed with my cousin Eddie and my aunt and uncle in the hotel room to watch fireworks and the crowds below standing the Sg Wang to watch concert. Before the countdown, 3 of us (uncle and Eddie) went to buy some supper and we did walk along the Bukit Bintang area plus Pavillion. I did saw some of my friends while "CRUISING" within the crowd. While walking, I did text and forward new year messages to friends and family, I did called my friend Vincent but I received a bad news from him. He didn't managed to go Bangkok again this time! *Pity him* He "BURNED "4 tickets in one year (Singapore tickets, NY tickets, HK tickets & Bangkok tickets) Hope this time he managed to get to a place which he likes.

Some people have NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS, but for me, I don't know when's my last new year resolutions. *wondering* This is what I think should / might be doing it:-

(1) Try to do some gym (not sure)
(2) Cut down my expenses (most likely)
(3) Less Clubbing (errrr...depends!!!!)
(4) Read more boooks (Bible included*)
(5) Sleep earlier (before 1am must sleep, kidding me????)

Guess What?

This year, lonely Christmas left me and Christmas eve found me. Me and a friends dropped by the club to celebrate our Christmas eve. When I reached the club, met some other friends there, especially I met my hometown friends but some didn't turn up. One of hometown friend, Sylvester asked me do I remember Richard? He is the one used to study at the same primary school with me and at high school as well. Then I ask him which Richard. When that Richard appeared in front of me, I know his Chinese name but not the English one. I can't really believe he changed alot. Besides them, some of my high school juniors were there as well. It's been quiet some time I didn't go clubbing because I was busy with my studies and assignments. God Damm it! It reminds me about lazy fugly short hideous fat thing.

Another new thing happened this Christmas is about Queen Elizabeth II is broadcasting her Christmas speech through YouTube since her first telecast on TV in 1957 and on radio on 1953. Your super COOL old lady!!!! Try to stay in touch with the youngster. Did Harry influence her???? hahaha.

Let Christmas Eve Find Me......

Before Christmas, I'd start to decorate my rooms with Christmas ornaments and set up my small little Christmas tree beginning of the month, thus, Christmas filled the air in my room every night. Finally today is Christmas eve, it's the time to spend and celebrate it alone again or just let Christmas eve find me? I can said it will be nothing different from last year or the previous year. One of my net friend begin to ask me why don't I ask my friends or classmates out. Well, there's so many reasons to answer it. *smiles* If flash back to those days when I was young, my mum's friend will always invited our family to go over her house to have Christmas dinner. On the dinning table, you could see the turkey stuff with chestnuts and herbs inside it, mashed potatoes, salads, Christmas pudding send by her sister all the way from UK and other typical English cuisine, thus we all had red wine to go with it as well. After dinner, everyone will receive a crackers, it's something like Chinese fortune cookies but inside the crackers will have a small little gift.

Now thinking what shall I do for tonight. Shall I go out have dinner and movie alone? or Just grab one or two Christmas movie DVDs to watch like what I did every year (Home Alone or some other related) or continue to watch the Prison Break Season 3 that I missed? When the clock strike 12, I will just wish all my net friends and friends through sms. Just minutes ago, I told my one of my friend that I will be celebrating alone, he said if he were me, he rather choose not to. I told him, he should try out cause he slipped his arm and leg. This is the first year he celebrate alone and I told him try to get used to it. When he said he rather not celebrate alone and he felt it's not his style. I told him that he seriously doesn't understand how I felt at all, so it's pointless to explain to him. The only thing I wish he will get better soon.

Another interesting happened yesterday, I finally ate some balls of glutinous rice that brought by my god mum. Although the Winter Solstice Festival happened on the 23rd, but I'm still able to eat it becuase last year I didn't managed to eat it. Nowadays, we can able to see or get the glutinous rice in the night market everyday. I typically like to eat during festive season, so you could have the feel towards it. In addition, I'd received my Christmas gift from my sister, really loves it! Thanks girl! Love you so much. *muacks*

P/S: Old Saint Nic, this year, I've been a very "good" boy and I just hope you can make my dream comes true. I'd left some cookies and milk beside the tree, hope you love it. Lots of love!

---- Merry Christmas and Happy New Year -----

Bombared by too much media....

Last week, I was addicted towards alternative media from Internet to e-newspapers, but such as Malaysiakini, politicians blogs, The Star and etc. All reported about BERSIH and HINDRAF that happened in my beloved country, Malaysia. When talk about blog, I came across a very so called "special" one. That blogger wrote about his or her friend that doesn’t admit he was a HOMOSEXUAL. Before I continue, I did realize that the blogger doesn’t understand the word of Homosexual at all. Nonsense that she had stated is about its gay friend is bitchy and it’s actually a lady trapped into a guy’s body. If the case is this, there is something called TRANSEXUAL* and I think that blogger itself doesn’t know this stuff at all and DOESN’T HAVE KNOWLEDGE about this! But pity that she doesn’t know where to obtain more and latest info to update itself! For your info, in sexuality, there are ASEXUAL, AUTOSEXUAL, BESTIALITY (this sex really suits you), BISEXUAL, HETEROSEXUAL, HOMOSEXUAL, PANSEXUAL, etc.

* transsexual despite word ending is a gender identity and not a sexuality. The "sex" in "transsexual" refers to gender, not sexual attraction.

(adapted from Wikipedia)

These are a few suggestion that recommended to that blogger why the friend doesn’t admit he is a gay.

(1) Does he need to declare himself to you /the world that he is a gay? If yes,

why?

(2) Why are you so nosy or I could said that blogger is fucking Kepo-ci (ci

here means cibai in Hokkien language but in English a.k.a virgina)

bitch!!!!

(3) Is it important to know your friend is gay? As if it is so important to that
blogger!

This is a democratic country and the guy has the freedom to do whatever he likes to do and if he wishes not to tell the blogger that he is a gay then so it is. In addition, this is not an airport or whatever department that their regulations need you to declare your stuff before boarding, similar scenario!!!! FUCK YOU HIDEOUS FATYY ANIMAL!!!!! Or you could suggest to your gay friend about those nice and popular printed T-shirt with statement “I am a GAY!” or “FUCK YOU BITCH! So What If I’m GAY?”

----END of the first case----

I do realize some people don’t accept comments / criticism from his or her friends at all but some will. While some people will just sit back and laugh to the person got commented. This makes me feel that as if he or she contributed lots of stuff and he or she did excellent job. For me, I think he or she is a STUPID FOOL!!!! By the way the day you present only one slide, one of the audience was laughing. Wake up idiot!!!! You think you had contributed lots of stuff???? I'm sure you got the answer in your mind. If your answer is "YES" then I should congratulate you that your PRETTY LYING to yourself, if your answer is "NO" I also congratulate you to be so honest!!!!! (Both answers I think it will link you to be more idiot!!!!) You could cheat on others but NOT me bitch!!!!

The day you send me the paper work, I read and look through it. Actually its piece of MASTER PIECE with NONSENSE and SHIT piece of work you did!!!! When I begun to read the first sentence I already knew its all WRONG and your “POWERFUL” English really so incredible but for me is SUCKS!!!! All your Grammar, Vocabs and Tense are mix up. In addition, you’re so clever in shifting those spaces so that the people who mark the paper work will think we did a lot of pages right, you’re very creative in cheating to make the page number increase eh? That's the first time I saw this idiot trying to fool around!!!! Anyway, I’ve been editing the whole night to add in more things inside the paper work. You should Thank me, maybe even you thank me I also won’t accept it at this particular moment hideous bitch!!!!

These are a few scenarios that you did and let me recap it for you.

(1) You did ask me what you should do for other subject and do you realize why I gave you little work? As people said, once you know the taste of the chili and you know the taste. It’s very true indeed.

(2) You always said you don’t know how to use those software, Please ask your mother or father fucker or whatever piece of beast to take your questions! If you don’t know then I should do all for you. You might as well ask me to read you a bed time story on your bed so you could sleep soundly. You are dreaming!!!! Better ask your beloved partner to do that for you, after reading can have more sex or “kill his / her virginity”!!!!

(3) You’re really last minute to inform me about this and that to include in the paper work. If you can use 50% of your brain to think whether I managed to do it or not only let me know.

(4) You do ask me for meetings, but in the other end you’re on the cell phone telling your partner that you’re going to meet him / her at 3pm. Is this call meeting? If you’re trying to make a statement, just said it loud so that everyone could hear it!!!! FUCKING BITCH!!!!

I don't really ask for 100% pure prefect work but at least we try our best to achieve the minimum of 70% good stuff. If the marks didn't turn well, the only thing I could say is we learn from experience and appreciate what we did. Everything have the reason behind it and seems like The Da Vinci Code.

Some people can support his or her friends idea at the first point but at the last minute he or she ran off then don't support the friend anymore and can even said a very hurting words and phrase on the friend that present the idea to another friend of his or hers. The phrase is "LET HIM DIG HIS OWN HOLE" In my opinion this person doesn’t even support throughout the project and chose to be a COWARD, PUSSY, CHICKEN or whatever thing that could relate and describe this person is timid and never try to achieve it!!!! And in the end this person can go around telling people that he / she didn’t do anything for both parties and showed a FUGLY and HIDEOUS PITY FACE!!!! When I typed this blog, it make me GROSS and feel like PUKING on your face!!!!

----End of second case----

When comes to comment / criticism, you really think you are the prettiest or handsome person on earth? I never said I was perfect, but I try my best to be. When my friend told me this person is try to be the same level / “standard” as me and my other friend. I never think that this person could achieve it and EVER!!!! You are just another FAT, SHORT, FUGLY and HIDEOUS ANIMAL that I’ve seen a lot and I just tell myself try to be friend with it. *smile* I’m so surprised when you want to be the same level as me and my friend and can go out there and steal something to groom yourself and to look pretty or handsome. It’s so embarrassing. You’ve been in this line for so many years and I’m sure you are the expert!!!! If got time, go to Starhill or Pavillion or KLCC or The Gardens to visit those branded stuff like Burberry, CK, Hugo Boss, Armani, Hermes etc. Even you steal one make up stuff just cost so cheap you might as well go to Bobby Brown or MAC to get it!!!! I’m sure they will free do some make up for you as well!!! *winks* Another thing, your bag seems like very small right? Go and get one LV bag next time and go to do your “shopping again”

I do realize you like to do your fat fugly pity face right? I can say you are a very GOOD actor or actress!!!! I'm sure you could get into HOLLYWOOD soon and swap away those entire small little golden guys!!!!! But better you don't dream too much!!!! If you could get into, I have no comment and just to accept the fact!!!! But on my TV screen I will wish you could slip on the red carpet by stepping on your long Versace gown. Oppsss. I forgot you are fat as well, but too bad your are far more then Queen Latifah!!!! You need to steal more backups.

If a person is CLEAR of any wrong he or she did, there is no need to go shout and cry crocodile to any FUCKING body. Who the heck want to break a person’s friendship? Do you think I got nothing to do? If I did, who cares? If you do care, come tape my mouth. And I already expected the person I told will tell you fugly and hideous person!!!! Backstabbers are the most DELGHTFUL to watch because they are CONSTANTLY making a fool out of themselves in whatever they try to do to PROVE their SHIT.

This is an advice to the bloody shameless bitch to think carefully before they voice!

It's Been So Long.....

Now still left roughly 20+ days towards end of the year whereby people starts to welcome 2008. I found this article that is very interesting. Check out!!!!

Travel Picks: Top 10 destinations for New Year's Eve

NEW YORK (Reuters Life!) - Fed up with sitting on the couch to watch the New Year's Eve ball in New York's Times Square drop on the stroke of midnight on Dec. 31 or the Sydney Harbour Bridge explode in fireworks?

Yahoo Travel has come up with a list of the top 10 New Year's Ever destinations based on hotel searches on its Web site by people who want to hit the road to ring in 2008.
Here is Yahoo Travel's list of the top 10 most popular New Years Eve destinations which has not been endorsed by Reuters:

New Years fireworks are seen exploding over casinos just after midnight in Las Vegas in this January 1, 2005 file photo. (REUTERS/Steve Marcus/Las Vegas Sun)

1. Las Vegas, USA
Las Vegas bills itself as the world's party capital and on New Year's it hold back no stops. With The Strip filled with revelers, fireworks explode over the hotels and the casinos are packed. The showrooms are filled with entertainers including magician David Copperfield and The Doobie Brothers while nightclubs are hosting a list of celebrities such as Paris and Nicky Hilton and Britney Spears' ex-husband Kevin Federline.

2. New York, USA
On New Year's Eve, hundreds of thousands of revelers crowd Times Square for the famous ball drop from the top of one of the neon-lit buildings which has been a tradition dating back to 1906. Get there early -- and don't expect to be able to leave until the party really is over.

3. Boston, USA
First Night 2008 offers a list of events with New Year's Eve activities taking place from 1pm to midnight on Monday, Dec 31 at over 40 indoor and outdoor venues. Popular attractions include a Family Festival at the Hynes Convention Center, gigantic ice sculptures, a fireworks display, and a Mardi-Gras style procession that sweeps through the streets of Boston.

4. Orlando, USA
Trust Walt Disney not to miss a party. The Walt Disney World Resort rings in 2008 with street parties, longer hours and fireworks galore.

5. Paris, France
Pack a bottle of champagne and some plastic champagne flutes to join the crowds along the Champs Elysees from where you can get a good view of the Eiffel Tower as it explodes in light at the stroke of midnight while other fireworks explode around the city.

6. Cancun, Mexico
For people who love sun, dancing and a lively crowd, Cancun is billed as a top destination for New Year's Eve.

7. Miami, USA
As Miami grows in popularity as a vacation destination, it is becoming a party city at all times of year. A major benefit is the weather outside can be as warm as the party inside.

8. Honolulu, Hawaii
Enjoy a warm celebration in Honolulu where most hotels host big parties.

9. Manila, Philippines
Manila ushers in the New Year with a bang, quite literally, and with parties everywhere. Firecrackers and fireworks begin on New Year's Eve and continue over midnight with the noise, based on Chinese belief, supposed to drive off evil spirits and bring in good luck.

10. Sydney, Australia
New Year's Eve on Sydney Harbour is a spectacular event with boats galore out on the water and crowds holding picnics around the water waiting for the 12 minutes of intense fireworks at midnight. This year audiences will get a display involving 30,000 effects, six barges located across the harbour, eight City buildings and, of course, the famous arches and roadways of the Sydney Harbour Bridge.