Some dance happily with fully energetic according to the tempo of the music which plays from the DJ deck in the club, while some will dance by hugging and kissing their partner. And some chit chatting with their friends as if "long time" did not met up / catch up. Some will stand there alone (like me) observing (nothing much that attracted me) and enjoying the environment (yes, definitely!). I think some will feel I'm a bit awkward. Frankly speaking, I also do wish to go out with people which I care and love (who doesn't want to have such thing? Haha.) Besides this, I've always being a lamp (use to it).
A lamp, people always describe it as guidance / mentor that could shine and lighten someone's pathway. I'm sorry to disappoint you guys. In this condition, it's not applicable for me personally. Of cause, being a "lamp" between them can seriously enjoyable. Maybe some of you don't agree with what I said. But I got my own point. I really enjoy with them sometimes and they don't mind share me their stories (i mean working / leisure life), jokes, maybe some loving and wooing tips perhaps. I do bless those lovely dove and those who are single, you could find a good lover soon. As for me, it's always back to square one. Keep on telling myself not to look back but this thing, I can't really control / ignore it and it's always coming back to me. 100% of friends said I've put my standard of lover qualification high enough. And I tell them, who doesn't want to have a perfect love one. Example, you go to a market to buy fish. You sure choose a nice and fresh one to bring home to cook (I think this example really lame. Haha. Sorry guys, this is what I can think of now.). The reason also, I can't really forget my ex (my ex is actually a very simple person not so good nor bad) and I'm trying to get back and start it all over again. Some think I'm stupid and some is already don't feel like hearing my bored topic all over again.
Thanks to a friend who told me this: "Althought that's history. Who knows things start refreshing again with something which is different? So slowly and try again." Actually I hope so. I always tell myself to hope for the best. And another silly thing I told myself, "As long as you work hard and earn more money. You can get things you like. But this won't apply on Love. Here I mean buying things or do things you always want to do. Then the rest of the things are unecessary. "
Today kind of tired after the whole afternoon until evening at the MTV Worldstage. But I do have a great time and fun with bunch of friends. Love you guys!
A lamp, people always describe it as guidance / mentor that could shine and lighten someone's pathway. I'm sorry to disappoint you guys. In this condition, it's not applicable for me personally. Of cause, being a "lamp" between them can seriously enjoyable. Maybe some of you don't agree with what I said. But I got my own point. I really enjoy with them sometimes and they don't mind share me their stories (i mean working / leisure life), jokes, maybe some loving and wooing tips perhaps. I do bless those lovely dove and those who are single, you could find a good lover soon. As for me, it's always back to square one. Keep on telling myself not to look back but this thing, I can't really control / ignore it and it's always coming back to me. 100% of friends said I've put my standard of lover qualification high enough. And I tell them, who doesn't want to have a perfect love one. Example, you go to a market to buy fish. You sure choose a nice and fresh one to bring home to cook (I think this example really lame. Haha. Sorry guys, this is what I can think of now.). The reason also, I can't really forget my ex (my ex is actually a very simple person not so good nor bad) and I'm trying to get back and start it all over again. Some think I'm stupid and some is already don't feel like hearing my bored topic all over again.
Thanks to a friend who told me this: "Althought that's history. Who knows things start refreshing again with something which is different? So slowly and try again." Actually I hope so. I always tell myself to hope for the best. And another silly thing I told myself, "As long as you work hard and earn more money. You can get things you like. But this won't apply on Love. Here I mean buying things or do things you always want to do. Then the rest of the things are unecessary. "
Today kind of tired after the whole afternoon until evening at the MTV Worldstage. But I do have a great time and fun with bunch of friends. Love you guys!
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