Valentine's Day

Can we start all over again?
Can we try to take care of each other like the beginning?
Can we stop being like this?
Can we have a better life and future tomorrow?
Can you try to take a bit of time to think of it?

Sometimes I'm asking myself about these questions. I hope I can get an answer from you. You know I did apologize to you and the meaning of everything. Can you really feel that way? Everyday I'm "cheating" on myself with lots of things. I don't know when will this stop unless you get back beside me. I've texted you message and called you so many times but you aren't answering nor replying it. Aren't you tired of this if you were me? I know this depends on the person's personality. Some maybe very patience but some are not. I do pray that we can stop being like this.

This year's Valentine's Day is just another ordinary day for me. Nothing much but just had dinner with my friends and stay at home watching As Good As It Gets recommended by CLEO mag. I'm trying to look for Ghost and Sleepless In Seatle but it was out of stock. Sigh. Besides that, I did texted message to friends and called them up and wished them. Anyway, my sis birthday falls on this day. How sweet it was. *smile*

Recently Katherine no longer a bridesmaide, that's what the 27 Dresses tagline write. Here I don't really got much pictures about her. Pretty Bride!!!!

Annie Leibovitz's new entries PART II

The last day of lunar year

Last week and this week are SERIOUSLY, EXTREMELY BUSY!!!! Although the work are simple to do but it sounds like tones of stuff to do. The HIGHLIGHTS for last week and this week are: -

(1) Shutter (western vers) internal screening
(2) Jumper internal screening
(3) Went to watch Meet The Spartans 3 TIMES this time is Premiere
(4) Given some premiums
(5) 27 Dresses postponded until 27 March
(6) Having Lunar lunch at Cozy Corner, Jaya 33
(7) Got some gifts from hampers given by people to the company
(8) Given One Missed Call premiere

Words to add on the higlights:-

Shutter actually got 2 versions this time but we're gonna pick which one should screen on the big screen. *sigh* All together, I gonna end up watching Shutter for 3 times!!!! HORRIBLE MAN!!!! But the last vers will be watching soon. Jumper not bad and is a B- rating for me. I can see the effect but too bad not much of ACTIONS. Today had lunar lunch at Cozy Corner, so I ordered a salmon. The total of that lunch cost RM299!!!! I was given One Missed Call passes but couldn't attend cause I'm at my hometown. Chinese New Year coming soon and I don't get the FEVER at all!!!! *laugh* I'M NOT INTERESTED AT ALL!!!!

Anyway, I wishes all my friends have a prosperous rat year ahead!!!!

Weekend

Yesterday went clubbing with Vixon. Then met up Dawson and he intro me his friend called Nemo, a cute name. Then I asked Vixon whether Nemo found his father or not? *laugh* While standing there as usual and enjoy the environment and inhale those 2nd hand smoke. But this time the worse part is I felt SLEEPY!!!! Cause I get used to sleep earlier these days due to working. Besides that, in my mind still thinking of you and suddenly and I didn't realised it was your friend, Vincent asked me whether I still contact you or not, and he told me you flew Thailand. At first I was shocked when he asked. And the funny part is that he is standing in front of me and he knew Vixon as well. *sweat*

Today went Sg Wang and the rest of the nearby shopping area with Chiew Eim (my ex-high school mate). I Bought one pair of jean that cost DIRT CHEAP!!!! at ALT (this shop located at the 6th floor), besides that I did realised one of the printed T-shirt with the cassets on it sell by other shop cost RM69 while they just sell RM39 and maybe still got discount. WTF!!!! and I bought a SEED shirt that's so EXPENSIVE!!!! then a scarf from FOURSKIN. Chiew Eim also did bought a few for herself after I persuaded to buy cause the next following days she don't have much time and maybe nothing suits her when she see it later. For my brunch, I had an awful meal from GASOLINE!!!! but the coleslow and the milk lychee is nice and still can be eat!!!! then I had an almond pie from Loft for dinner. *laugh*

WORSE thing is my FEET got TORCHERED by ME!!!!!

Shameless Part 2

Previously talk about this topic then suddenly yesterday my colleague was chit chatting with one another in the car while we're on our way to hav lunch at the Sg Buloh then they pop out a topic about this uncle (I forgot what's his name) that he is so thick skinned and always ask everyone about free things. My supervisor don't mind to give him but once they gave him one time and the second time he come and ask for more. Damm him!!!! What on earth got such people!!!! Even our IT guy sometimes ignore him while talking to him. Maybe I guess his "sensor" already not function anymore that doesn't sense the office people lazy to entertain him.

BUSY BUSY BUSY week

On Weds evening, went for Sweeney Todd premier in One Utama and I was seriously bloody late cause I supposed to meet Bryan up at 8pm but got there at 915pm. I'm really terrible sorry about that Bryan! This week will be slightly busy for me. Yesterday attended internal screening for One Missed Call. Surprisingly this movie is not bad as what I thought when the first impression I saw the poster. You guys should go and watch when it is showing!!!! Another comment is by my colleague that she watched the Korean or Japanese one before and she said this Western version is much more nicer then the original one. After the screening, supposingly my boss wanted to have wantan mee for lunch but suddenly he changed his mind and suggested all of us go to Sg Buloh, The Garden (if not mistaken) for lunch. My supervisor said I'm so lucky that I got the chance to go there and eat while the rest of them been there before and this is their second time. *laugh* Shall I consider myself lucky?

Yesterday I tried to burn the trailers and tried to sort out the numbers of red packet to give to the cinemas in Malaysia so I stayed in the office until quiet late in the evening, because today is public holiday so I doesn't like to cramp all my stuff after the following day. Even public holiday I have to attend the Rambo 4 in GSC Mid Valley. (actually quiet happy with this job) In addition, Thursday and Friday definitely busy because me and my supervisor will be meeting up Jimmy ( I think he is doing event) for discussion on how to promote the 27 Dresses this movie. Then on Friday got to have Meet The Spartans press screening so I should be entertaining and helping my supervisor out. Wati (she works for Warners) told me that press screening is IMPORTANT. Why? Because after the show, I should have stay back and ask some of the media people for their feedback about the movie or I can observed their facial expression and body language.

P/S: Today I flipped thru EMOVE magazine and saw one of the article about your coverage on Fahrenheit in HK that day. I do hope you can check it out. Glad to hear your voice just now and too bad your background is too noisy. *sad* You take good care of yourself.

U-Turn

How I wish my life could U-turn it back. The things I've missed and I didn't appreciate it during that time. I just wasted it and take it easy. Now I'm feeling regret. Frankly speaking, I'm tired of everything and fed up of my life I'm experiencing these few months. Supposingly a new year should have a new beginning and why I didn't have at all? Sometimes I seriously blame myself why am I not murture and always did the same mistake over and over again. Terry, it's time to change and every single thing you exeprienced will make you grow STRONGER. Is it true?

How are you out there? Tonight I don't know why suddenly I read back your blog that dated back the day when we broke up. I try my best to understand every single words you wrote in Chinese. I know I did hurt you so much and I'm really sorry about it. I know sorry doesn't cure your scar.

Since I met you few months back, I want to tell you how much I missed you and I still have feeling towards you. But I don't have the guts to tell you. I thought before, if I do tell you about it, you will stop talking to me and ignore me just like that. I don't want this to happen between us. I know some of my friends like to said that I think too much no matter on what. What to do? Do I need to stop think alot? I'm sorry I can't!!!! Even I emailed you before and I told you how I felt. I do hope you understand. Whenever I sleep, I do think of you. Even last Saturday while watching horror movie I hope you're beside me. I do like the way you always hold on my sleeves while watching horror films. Last month, I'm happy that I could help you to celebrate an early birthday for you. During that day, I thought you're available the whole day so that I can spend more time with you because we didn't do that for so long. I planned to bring you to taste the Apartment food but you always pick the same old Kim Gary. But of cause, I do respect your decision and as long as I can spend a little time with you. Do you like the present I gave you? I hope you do love it. Actually the kiss on the cheek is not just a wishing but actually I do want to give you a kiss every time I see you. I even sometimes think of stupid thing. Giving you a kiss in the morning then prepare a breakfast before both of us go to work.

You told me you are moving here. I tried to give you a hand but you never reply me at all. Are you avoiding me? I hope you don't ignore me k? I seriously wait to be with you. After the day we broke off, I still missed you. I know I did mentioned to you how Princess Diana's suffered the thing we experienced it. We knew each other just a short while but every single moment I be with you, I do appreciate it. Your little smile that always cheer me up. I still remember the message in Friendster that we send to each other was very cute and I still keep it. Besides that, when you are at the club, your eyes is like trying to ask me to approach you and I did it. At your home, while you are watching your drama, I feel like hug you from behind and just give you a little kiss on your cheek. When can this happen again?

I love you. Good Night.